Dreamt Up

You, my wondrous illusion
Filled my head with sweet lies
Promised me a great friendship
But still forever pass me by

A hollow promise
A hug or two
Meant the world to me,
Yet nothing to you

I'm too scared to call you
I'm too broken to ask
Who knew my first love,
Would feel like my last?

Don't force yourself to say it
If you mean nothing that you say
It only hurts me further
Kills me day by day

First love is a fairytale
Dreamt up by dreamers like me
As soon as I saw you,
I felt the world fall at my feet

I was so sure it would last for a while
I knew it couldn't be for keeps
But you threw away my heart
We broke up after three weeks

A friend you say,
You want in me
Too fast did we move...

A friend I can give you
Forever; not possible,
I've got everything to lose.