My addictions so strong
It longs to carry on
And bring me to my death
I know that its wrong
But I keep doing it
Losing weight
Constantly begging for more
I'm only fourteen
And what do I adore
Heroin, Tabs, And coke
God now I see why I look like a joke
An honors student
That now doesn't even go to school
A cheerleader
Who couldn't make it to practice
A failure
Because I longed to be to high
I know that if I continue this way
Shortly I will die
So you know how I cope
Friday comes again
And I go buy some more dope
When my high is gone
I lay in my bed
Begging and pleading to choke
On my tears
Because God I cant make it like this
Not for years
Author notes
This is true. I have lost lots of weight from excessive substance abuse. leave comments and tell me what you think I havent wrote in awhile
Written November 1st, 2005
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good but i cant believe it
....guess...i dont know you anymore..and this is scary....really scary..im bawling in the library reading this..omg you need help..to end up like me..im belemic and am under 90 lbs and look like a skeleton dont dont..omg alyssa..omg please call me 1-941-746-3362.. -
oh wow this is really good, very very intense and im sorry this happened to you
good luck
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