A soul engulfed in darkness
Drowning in despaired
Lost and lonely
Hidding in the shadows
Silent screams
Echo in the mind
Tormented daily
Terrified constantly
Fear growing out of control
No place to turn
No place to hide
Battered and bruised
A heart turns cold
The light of the soul
Dissipating slowly
Fading away into
The depths of nothingness
Lashing out in pain
Wallowing in self pity
Loss of desire
Shattering the essence
Of what once was
Self destruction on the rise
Self implosion inevitable
Arms spreading
Completely accepting and
Welcoming the end
Author notes
Just a bit of how I am feeling at the moment........
Written October 29th, 2005
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Thank you sweetie for clarifying this piece even for myself. One in a while I'll write something that even I myself have no clue to it's meaning. I just know it is how I am feeling. But now that you mention it, it feels right that that is where it's all coming from.
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Yes, and a fitting tribute to all the other hurricane Katrina victims, too, Bel... you have lost a lot, and will have to battle those feelings for some time... so here is some comfort...
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So much leading up to that final moment of death - a good write describing the reasoning behind the act. Short, easy to read and to the point.
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