Don't call me by my real name

I have forgotten why
I looked
I coughed
I fell

How can your eyes ...
and then look back

to she

I remember
yes

With the light beating down, how can one know
How can a perfectly sane person imagine how to go through the steps of normal thought when you
you
look

How silly to think
to feel
How wonderful
to feel
how wonderful

I feel
yes

I haven't forgotten yesterday
You looked
You coughed
You fell

indeed you did
yes

I am now she
when the light isn't slashing

.