I was your first love
... and I wont be the last
I wont be in your future, because our future is lost
And try if you want, but you can't erase me from your past
... you can't escape me
... you'll never forget me
... you wont be able to remove the scar
That I have gracefully placed upon your heart
Deny if you'd like
... pretend, you can try
There will always be a spot that hits a nerve
Every time you think of me, every time you see me
Every time you graze right past me
And even more when we accidentally touch
By the time I'm done with you
You will wish you were dead
You will want to be numb
Thoughts of me will drive you mad
Until you fall and break into a million
Tiny little pieces upon your bedroom floor
Yet even then, my shadow will still follow you
My scent will stick to your skin like a leach
... sucking the blood from your lifeless body
The taste of my lips will infest yours
... invading, conquering, taking over like a noxious poison
Toxic... oh so toxic
Escape... you can try
...pretend... but why lie?
Bleach out the stain of our former life
... but embedded between the thread there will always have
our DNA combined
You can't erase me
... can't forget me
You can cross me out, try to block out the memories of me
Make me blurry, less visible... less painful
You'll never fully be free from me
... you'll never fully be free from our past
We'll always be bound together by the hand of our prodigy
Though I want to forget you
... erase you, blur you... make you less visible... less painful
Your the leach on my body, the poison on my lips
The shadow that invades my space
... the parasite that eats me away
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Written October 29th, 2005
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Thanks for your comment hun!
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haha, this is so sinister. i like how you express you've gotten under his skin so much and tucked away in his memories. too bad for that kid, wop wop.
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Your writing always leaves me amazed. Your heartache shines through in this one. I see that things are going sour... though I hope that not to be true at all. How is your darling son? Well I hope... I wish you the very best!
Melanie
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Hope things get better! GREAT POEM BOE!! I loved it 
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Parasite eh? I actually enjoyed reading this poem because I can relate a lot with how I feel toward my lil girls dad. Though I know who it's about and I feel for them, doesn't distract me from the poetry. Well written.
sonya -
Heh, thanks for your comment hun.
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WOW!!!!!! This is SO SO AWESOME!!! Is this about Charlie by any chance???!? LOL!!! anyways! awesome poem...im speechless because of all the anger in this one, but its REALLY AWESOME!!!
Emily
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