The life i lead has no meaning now.
For the one i want is not within my reach.
He belongs to another,
One that knows about what we did.
She was with us a few of the times.
I feel to attached now,
When i had told myself that i couldn't.
He opened me up to things that I'd never felt.
And things i might never feel again.
I can't take it.
I don't want to feel these feelings.
But i guess i have no choice.
My heart will feel what it wants to.
Even if i don't.
I guess i have to find a way over it like i always have to.
But this ones different from all the others.
It's going to take sometime,
and effort,
to get back to where i want to be...
In control of my own feelings and actions.
It's hard for me to see,
what's needed of me.
So as i sit down and think to myself.
I remind myself that just because i want you,
doesn't mean that i can have you.
As this is how it always works out for me.
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Ok...i don't know who else is feeling like this...and i know it's hard...but just remember keep track for your feelings and you will get to where you want to be again...even if it takes time...
Written October 27th, 2005
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yea that is interesting...i don't know how it happens to me though i usually keep my emotions under wrap...i don't know which is better i don't know if i want to know either...lol...but i think you'd have to agree on that one...maybe it's better off if we don't know which one is better...right???...yea each has it's season but i guess i don't know when which is which...so it's a little bit harder for me than most...but thanks for the comment...Anna
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nice work, isn't it interesting how our emotions seem to go out of control when something really good or really bad is happening? Sometimes I wonder which is better, being under control, or out. I guess each has a season for everyone.
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thank you for the comment...well i'm not really in the situtaion anymore...which is a good thing i still see that person..but not in a personal way...sooo yea...thanks for the comment again...Anna
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hey, this is a really awesome poem but the situtaion that you are in really sucks and im sorry that you are in that situation.... but yeah this poem is really great and i hope everything goes well....... ~luzarchick~
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it wasn't a one night stand...but something like it..in a way i guess you can say that...i have had a one day stand also..but i knew the guy for a little while before we hooked up...thanks for the comment...Anna
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sigh, i was in a relationship like this once, or should i say a one night stand? sigh .. it's really not a good place to be, believe me, i know .. you did very well drawing this out for me, sometimes it's good to go back? maybe .. good luck with writing, you seem to have some talent for it
have a great day!
keep penning
-Angela Flowers
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