Six Feet Under And Wondering why I cry

Life is crazy and the world is messed up. Nobody knows what to say, What to do, or who to talk to. Time is the biggest issue when you're all alone... While the wind has chilled you down to the bone. Now your heart is frozen cold, and a dozen of times i have thought to myself about how we'll be together till we grow old... and the years wear us down to dust but our longing for each other turns into lust,
We don't want...
And to get by in life we think of the past that will taunt us forever if we don't move forward fast. It will all end if we give up and say goodbye. then the next time I say I love you, You'll say it back and I'll know it's a lie because You never hold me close or smile when i am around. And every time you do this it beats me further and further into the ground... Only one day I'll be six feet under and wondering why I cry and it's no big deal to you when i pour out my heart and tell you how i feel. It's like you never even knew that when you say it back i only want it to be true.

-Kitty