Where Did Everything Go?

Here we are. The perfect
example of what love is.
Running through the days and nights
without a care pressed
nor engrained into the hearts
of two lovely souls.

But something goes wrong,
just like it always has.
You watched the spark diminish,
but still remains, something unknown.
Blurred through my tears,
and bestowed upon me,
the sight of a loved one
curled upon the floor- bathing
in a puddle, poured from eyes
of old. This one ever killing
moment pulses through my life.
This one confused haze
has greater effects then you know.

Don't look at my appearnce
and automatically assume
it's all different for you. I feel the same
break. I feel the same hurt. The same
ache.
But the pain is getting worse. There
are somethings I've never said.
To you, nor anyone, my dear.
And just last night while out
making the best of life.
Everything changed.
Only adding salt to the ever-growing
gash. So now plant it in your head
that this is what I need.

You know this is what I need
as well as everyone around.
I wish it didn't have to be. But
the fact of the matter is,
things change.
But nothing will change
the way I care for you.