Ive killed him, Ive killed him
That's all I think
My eyes are filling up with tears
My heart begins to sink
Its all my fault, Its all my fault
Repeats in my mind
Walking through the cemetery
His grave i try to find
I'm Sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so very bad
I made Jamie go away
I made everyone so sad
You've killed him, you've killed him
Its all your fault
Everyone has told me this
My life has come to halt
Ive killed, Ive killed him
the pain is unbearable
Ive killed him, Ive killed him
i feel so terrible
I didn't mean to do it
I swear it isn't a lie
but still Jamie is dead
he left me all alone to cry
i swear i tried to stop him
i swear to god i did
he told me that he felt this way
from his problems he always hid
And now Jamie is dead and gone
And i know its all because of me
I will find a way to prove it
To make you all see
The only way to do this
Is to leave the exact same way
I'm so sorry that i killed him
I'm sorry i couldn't stay.
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Written October 21st, 2005
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A very well written poem with loads of emotion. Please don't feel this way; you can never predict what people are going to do.
I wish you the best.
Hell Angel -
This is truly beautiful. Im so glad you shared this with us. Although i would correct the spelling mistakes as i feel they detract away from the great message and story here. I got a lotta shit from people blaming me when my ex attempted suicide because of me and the guilt is terrible. But whatever it is, i dunno the story, don't feel guilty. Thank you for your comment on my work, i really really appreciated it
xxxxx
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Magnificent
That is so sad, but I can feel your pain,and your emotions perfectly, it was very descriptive and well written. I'm very sorry for your loss. <3 Sometimes there is..nothing we can do...no matter how long it takes us to admit it.
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