Christmas’s mourning

“Christmas’s mourning”

I stand and watch pillar without end
Which silently walk to end of exist,
Which eyes without colours fill with muddy shine
And with laying heart makes for others doom.

I do not have judge often I m like them
Often I m in same pillar-
My eyes are also unworthy of vine
And my being often penetrates with proud.

Some anxiety moves trough my heart,
From solution makes only doctrine for me,
And sometimes in silent even for moment
My eye fills with dew and I remember gift.

Then I cry and give my self for a man,
Which with mercy makes the wounds disappear
And with answer some makes days look easier
For pillars to long, from now till the end.

From my joy I rub hard layer of dust
And all of my suffer I give for our peace
And again some tears rip this heavy land
Because they do not see freedom zeal from God.

Our hours flow in sickness they are swarm,
Every moment moves trough river of past;
I m in sorrow, suffer I m burned in this fight,
For endless joy to cover this woe.

And this mourning is so dear and bright,
Mourning of the man which makes people closer;
Estranged and evil has showed to God
And fills our hearts to survive this battle.

And he gave us power holy and so clean,
To tolerate lies that comes in our thoughts
From collision hard which want our souls
And takes our spark to extinct it in dark.

My eyes in tears now are filled with joy
And power of man which has give to us
His faith without end and his holy blood
To exist forever and fulfil the path.

My heavy burden now s easy for me
And I shall take with easy every new burden
From all of my nears and strangers that come
To be in that paid which he showed to us.

Admiration rises trough suffers I take,
While temptation brakes another joy is born
For sights of my own which looks for his mercy
For humans that exist for high price in here.

Thank you for all joy in this mourning bright
And thanks for the hope which fulfilled my heart,
For science of happy, for power to abide
Temptation and suffer which covers my back.