I was ashamed that I didn’t let you stay
I was I ashamed I didn’t want it that way
I felt like you were using me
I felt like you just didn’t see
I hate to leave you, I hate to cry
But I just have to say goodbye
I thought you cared
I thought I was loved
I thought wrong
I now know that I was strong
I’m glad I didn’t let you take it away
Ill save it for a special day
For someone who loves me and I forbid
For them to use me like u nearly did
Author notes
Written October 18th, 2005
