No More Love

What went wrong between us
Our love was so strong
A bond... so strong
I thought it'd never break
Talking all night on the phone
Speaking of the future
We shared the same dream
Five months of falling in love
Falling deeply... in love.

Then one day... it all stopped.

You tell me his name is Ryan
Have no worries cause he's gay
I didn't till I got no calls
Late night... calls
First you were really busy
And then always too tired
Sure I got jealous
Who wouldn't be... jealous?
Then I read some posts on Myspace
Saying you want to date other people.

I admit I lost it
I took it a little far
I told you I knew all along
That you'd be a little whore
I couldn't help my feelings
But the truth was plain to see
You were wanting something else
And that something else... wasn't me.

We argued whenever we talked
Downright screamed at eachother
Accusations followed
Followed by me... crying
You didn't even shed a tear though
Then you asked for a break
A break... that lasted a month.

The day came when you called again
You said you didn't think it would work
It just wouldn't work... because of you!
I asked if you ever cheated
At first you told me no
Then you pointed fingers at me
Said I was to blame
I pleaded that I was sorry
I didn't know what else to do
You said I was unforgivable
I told you, you were to blame too.

You finally admitted it
How you slept with Ryan
Ryan... the guy that was gay
The guy I shouldn't worry about
Now you claim you're in love
And all I can do is cry
I cry for lost love
A love... I wanted so much to keep.

I know I have too much heart
Too much heart... cause I still want to be friends
I tell you I'm willing to try
Willing to put my feelings... aside
I'm not asking you back out
Too much between us has died
All I ask for is your reasoning and friendship
But yet... you still can't decide.