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I suppress my screams, stifling,
Suffocation and I want to break free,
From this never ending, trifling
amount of horrifying monotony.

Depressions become my closest friend,
He's always with me, watching-waiting,
I know I'll meet with him at my end,
I can feel my life, like he wants, it's fading.

Repetition, and morose will get the best of me,
My body twitches and shivers in quivering anticipation,
Some peoples lives are as tranquill as the sea,
Mine's of the great white, out to ruing somebody's vacation.

I can't tell why I'm always so bored in class,
Makes me think of an abandoned religion,
Attendance for only my mothers sake at Sunday mass,
Blending in like everybody else, we're pigeons.

Somebody please! Help me make this stop!
I'm drowning in responsibility and I need a nice laugh,
Nothing cheers me up these days, I'll flop,
Only drugs release me from this feeling of being only half.

My twin is miles away, if anywhere at all,
Dearest brother-at my demise I need you the most,
I'm comforted by your unwavering loyalty at my call,
According to your beliefs, I'll miss you so, I'm off to meet the host.