am i what you want?

you know i'm close to confession
an awful confection of riddles and lies that have slept under me
for far too long
i've been stoking this fire of nothing but lies, and they're growing restless in me
and i know that i never was sorry, no i never was sorry for anything i said or did
but now i look back, to the places i have been and places i'd rather be
and here's the kicker
i can't find myself without a single statue of you
these words are hard to come by and harder to fight with
but it's something i have to do
so here it goes

yeah i'm falling for something that i know can't last
and i'm fighting for someone who can't forget the past
i know that what you say sounds so good but is it what you want?
am i what you want?

you tell me stories of pains from the past
you tell me you love me but you have to move fast
cause time is a limit
and boundless are we, who can find the courage to tell how we feel
you know that i know your stories are lies
you know that i know your glazed over eyes
and is love, or is this regret?
we're fighting a battle that we don't know of yet

yeah i'm falling for something that i know can't last
and i'm fighting for someone who can't forget the past
i know that what you say sounds so good but is it what you want?
am i what you want?