Your the lover i never wanted to walk away.
(I wish you were my lover)
You held me high and i felt every sense tingle as we embraced.
(The sweetest embrace)
You took away my breath with every lingered look from your baby blue eyes
(They hold so many secrets)
The sweet smell oozing from your pores makes me want to hold you tighter.
Breath you in deeper.
'Always' you said.
But never in the way i wish for it to be intended.
So close yet you hold me at arms distance.
Touching me, i push you away,
i can't handle this frustration,
this wanting.
I want you so much more than you offer to me.
'Simple Pleasures' they say
like being held and feeling the warmth.
Feeling your heart beat steadily in your chest,
as mine skips a beat at every thought of you.
The intense pleasure of your company.
Mounted by the pain of you never truly being mine.
Friendship, a blessing i hold to, cling to
For the more i want,
i am not willing to sacrifice to say these things.
The loneliness of friendship.
I wish for you to hold me,
to hold me and to feel for me,
as i do for you.
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I've been imploding lately, holding so much insisde i just can't expresss. It hurts alot. But i can't seem to express much atm. This is all i've got to offer 
Written October 8th, 2005
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oh man it makes you want to run away and hide somewhere where no one knows you doesn't it. find someone and talk to them. even if you talk to a stranger, it will help. i've been struggling a lot lately with similar things, and i just need some light inside me so i don't, well, implode as you say.
this one feels a lot, and i can appreciate it. -
recent events have thrown me back into this...i can relate...nice piece...
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in same kind of place too.
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