If the sun is out of reach
then let me carry off your doubtful smile
and warm it with my own.
Let me whisper your name,
lightly taste your lips with mine,
and place my warm breath on your neck,
and then have you try and tell me you are not beautiful...!
If I were in the physical world next to you,
I would just sit and hold your hands for a moment,
basking in the glow of your presence
before I took my leave,
for if we could not be together there forever
then at least such a moment's memory of you
would grace my dreams for an eternity...
If by chance it is in the stars that we be together,
then let our desires build until that day when all approve,
and we will have captured the sun in our hearts
and beauty will never escape us.
I long to rest in your embrace,
and, failing that, to lay my weariness
at the feet of your boundless heart
and compassionate mind.
Then, just to have my name
dance outside your windows
in the torrential rain of your gladness,
to have my thoughts drenched
in the spray of your love,
would be a blessing.
Indeed,
you have already granted me such relief
in the drought-filled existence
of my dry, miserable, love-starved real life.
So today, just let me yearn for a dimension,
a plane, a universe
where we could be together
in the beauty of sublime physical delight,
for I know of your beauty here already,
in these two dimensions of the heart and the mind,
and it is endless.





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