Suffocated by my own blood
Gasping from beneath my grave
Grieving for the times when my breath came easily
Giving in to the pressure, becoming a slave
Letting go of all aspirations
Gritting my teeth and faking my smile
Closing my ears to all that's around me
Trying to remember to believe for a while
Forgetting all of the good times I've given
Taking eveything for yourself, once more
Ignoring the pieces of my soul I've broken for you
Greedily drinking every glass of emotion I pour
Taking as your own everything from within me
I'm blinking away tears you've places in my eyes
Paralized and clinging to all attention you give
As you painfully cut all of our paper thin ties
I tuck away all I want to scream at you neatly within me
As I show my teeth and dimples, as I cry inside
I'll never let you see my scared heart within me
I'll just keeps smiling: Access denied
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Written September 22nd, 2005
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Perhaps the locked compartment hasnt found the right key
Searching on for another that might one day become we
This torment rest calmly beneath lifes ebbing tides and flow
Waiting on a moment to surface and tease you painfully slow
But storms upon the ocean never keep thier brutal force
Just rely upon your instincts and keep sailing on your course
Loved the new write girl. I cant picture you with anything but a smile. Well that and perhaps some of doctor kendras augmentations...........lol. Thank you for sharing some of your new works with us. It is always good to share someones writes and enjoy the creativity. Take care.
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