you've got a way with discontentment
a way with making me feel uncomfortable with every glance
and you know what i'm saying is true
and you're denial is nothing more than bribery for something i thought i had
you mock me with your own innovation a singular style for letting me down
it was everything that i thought i had
it was everything i ever had
and then you dropped it
so easily without second thought, you let it go and let me go
so i moved on
and now you're back on your knees just like i knew you would be
but i'm so done with resentment
and i'm so tired of feeling sorry for things that i had never done, but was always blamed for
i don't owe you an apology for the things that you did when you knew me
i've come so far
i've fought so hard to kill a feeling which was never worth anything anyway
and now on your own terms
you think you can take my back
you think that you can do what you want
well cry a little louder cause i dont think i can hear you
your pathetic whimper of self pity wallows in my mind
for the life of me i couldn't tell you why i still care
you were nothing but hurtful words, and haunting dreams
you are nothing but the past to me anymore
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yeah. some people are stupid, i never did anything that was wrong, but yet somehow there is speculation of it, i wasnt the one doing that, i wasnt the one being a complete ass, i'm so sick of this, i thought i was done, but i still keep getting dragged back in, it's so frustrating, this is why things have to end, and there was a good no, a great and in no way ignorable reason for it.
ok, no one probably understood that but, f*ck, it felt good. hah
Written September 29th, 2005
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Oh my god. This is awesome. I know exactly what you mean because I'm going through it right now myself. My favorite lines are: "well cry a little louder cause i dont think i can hear you
your pathetic whimper of self pity wallows in my mind
for the life of me i couldn't tell you why i still care
you were nothing but hurtful words, and haunting dreams
you are nothing but the past to me anymore". It's freakin awesome!!! EXCELLENT job.
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