My love is vengence

My dreams seem empty without your presence in them.
My thoughts are incomplete and insincere when you're forgotten.
But of course i wont ever blame you,
My pains just evolved from the words i took to seriously.

My love is vengeance,
But you and I never really shall know why.
questions with no answers,
are all you will ask.

Since the first moment i met you, your humble beauty.
I knew that you where everything I've ever needed.
I thought my searching was over,
But i was deceived and blinded.
Just as easily as the first time it happened.

Now i know I'm not what you want,
And i never will be.

This is me..
I am giving up Love,
I can't stand the struggle.

For now I'll lay in the shallows of what i though was real,
I'll sigh.
Breathe in out my disbelief,
But breathe in my issues.
Shouting at the shadows,
showing them the scars i don't even attempt to hide anymore.
Feeding off the blood,
I just hope you know..
Its all for you.
Everything I've ever said was true.
And what you don't know,
Is that i really do,

..I love you.