I'm not giving up, I'm giving in,
Cause I never seem to win.
I can't help wanting him,
Looking at him , smiling with that weird grin.
I stand back looking from afar,
Hoping that I'll catch his heart.
I can't seem to stand, I am falling,
I want him to see me, so I stand there calling.
I only want him to myself,
Although he belongs to someone else.
I wonder about the day I could call him mine,
He's feelings for her just falling behind.
I always think about what he's doing,
I wish he would just chose me.
I hate being just second best,
Not important I'm just like the rest.
I hate not being seen,
I catch him glace at me.
We lock eyes in the halls,
He eyes are so deep, my eyes are so dull.
I can't help but wonder if he could like me too,
I wish it was just "me and you".
So I'll back until you're done,
Maybe then I could have finally won.
So I'll wait till it's my day,
Maybe then I can finally say.
I've waited three years to hear these words,
"We have finally broken up I'm no longer hers."
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Written September 23rd, 2005
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Wow thanks that was nice to say and i think you are right i do need to just get over it. Thanks!
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Brillant
This was kind of deep in a way. I know what it's like to want so badly to be with someone, but their either gay or their already with someone else. Sometimes...it's best just to let the person and the feelings go because when you don't think about him/her all the time (what you see in other words) and get to know that person, maybe you'll find their not the person you thought they were. You did an excellent job on emotions on this and it's nice to read something like this every now and again! Excellent job!
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