I am scared of Pain.
“What a Bull-shitty lie!!!!
Then what is this that I do to myself day after day?!”
Cause myself emotional pain, physical pain, mental pain.
All the pain I declare to be frightened of.
I cause myself emotional pain,
To replace those physical scars.
I fear that blade,
I don’t fear pain,
That blade holds my real fear,
But yet,
I allow that blade to touch my skin.
“What the HELL am I thinking?!”
Please keep that blade away,
It is my one true fear,
Just make it go away.
This pain I claim to hide,
It is just a cover up for my actions.
Author notes
Just some comfessions.
Written September 15th, 2005
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powerful write.
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wow, i know exactly how you felt. to be honest, i went through this just yesterday, but i remembered that i had promised my beloved that i wouldnt give in to the cutting attictions or the desires to hurt myself, and i hope you dont result to that either. i have been over it myself for about 2 to 3 months. keep it up and keep writing.
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Thanks... and so far I have overcome this, but its only been about 1 maybe 2 months so I don't want to curse it. But thanks.
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though this is a sad poem it has a lot of truth in it like
I am scared of Pain.
“What a Bull-shitty lie!!!!
Then what is this that I do to myself day after day?!”
i hope you've moved on from that stage in your life the poem overall was great!keep up the good work -
heyy I also love the title you chose...it goes great with the poem...byye
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great
heeeya that was great...it gave me chills...I like it...
love yaaaaas! caitlyn...of course...
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Wow, I didn't think it would be that strong. Yeah I guess... its ok, don't worry about it I have been very busy myself... but I wouldlike to talk to you again, b/c i miss talking to you and yes, I guess it is.
Love
Coral -
I'll help if I can
I was on the verge of tears on this one. It was just so depressing...Makes me feel bad because I haven't been talking to you lately. If you need to talk, I'll be getting my msn messenger back pretty soon, or you can contact me on AIM (Ebrehlac). It's good that you confessed these things though. That is always the first step -
Thank you soo much.
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Thanks Myki.
Lotz of Love
~Coral~ -
Thanks, Neysh. And to answer your Im, yes I know. But we'll just see what happens.
Lotz of Love
~Coral~
Edited on Sep 18, 1:03 p.m. because 'forgot something'. -
Thanks.
Lotz of Love
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Awww...Confessions. =( ---Miss You so much. Cuidate. <3
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great
hey awesome write, i really like ya work, this poem has alot of pain and deep feelings in it, i love how you have wrote this paragraph
I fear that blade,
I don’t fear pain,
That blade holds my real fear,
But yet,
I allow that blade to touch my skin.
“What the HELL am I thinking?!”
very good well done keep it up
+wellsy+
+purity+
Edited on Sep 16, 1:11 because 'i can'. -
oh my gosh..woah..that really hit me..it affected me in a deep way...
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this was so sad. *tear
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