Betrayal's Seed

I cannot get these thoughts , these visions out of my head
The things that you wrote her, the things that you said

Am I still breathing, am I still alive?
If my heart is still beating, why do I feel dead inside?

How could someone like her, turn you on so much?
Someone so fake, something that you couldn't touch?

You had a woman at home, who worked hard everyday
Yet while I was out working, it was you who then played

How could you call me every hour, even more on some days,
And tell me how much you missed me, and loved me all kinds of ways

I can't even imagine , what I did not see
All I know is that she, looked nothing like me

I will never truly look at you, the same way as before
I will never fully trust you, you threw it out the door

But, most of all I don't respect you,
Because I would have never done this to you,
I may have alot of issues, but the one thing I am is true

I have to say though, that I should not feel insecure,
Because no matter who you were with,
You always wanted something more

You need to find the emptiness, you're trying so hard to fufill,
The sad part is that I don't think, that you ever will..