have you ever thought about what
it feels like to be surrounded by a
crowd of people, but somehow you
still feel alone?
it's like when you are in the middle
of the ocean. yea, sure, you are surrounded
by water and fishes, but aren't you STILL
alone?
on my birthday, my family congratulated me
and they gave me presents,but all the presents
in the world couldn't make up for what they did
to me. they made me cry like i have never cried
before, they made me feel like crap, and most
importantly, they made me hate them with a
passion. i didn't even know what to do about it.
i just want to cry! i want to CRY until i died!
i wanted to cry until it felt better! i wanted
people to leave me the hell alone!
i just wanted to say " BACK OFF! it's bad enough
you made me cry, now you aren't going to let
me leave my life?!? GET AWAY! i just want to
be alone. can't you understand?! i don't want to
go out, and i don't want to talk to you on the phone!
i just don't want to talk about it! for the last time:
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
i just want to cry...
