Did you not learn what happen the last time you were friends,
the pain i wnet through our bond severed to know end,
your love of 5 years while a friends of two months,
destroyed what we had,
you may be over it but i am still mad,
you broke my ehart that day and for what, a girl who only needs you for her own selfish needs, and a boy who needs youf or his slefish greed.
did you relaize the pain which i had.
did you stop and consider what pain i have allready have.
a deadbeat father who would sooner kill then love,
or a family who blames you for something thwy wont have.
but maybe you were in love with him so many months beofre...and was looking to be rid of me so love may blossom more,
maybe tahts why you diddnt like talking to em before that moment cause your mind was involved with him and her and i was slipping away,
i loved you....and i know what you wrote in your diary in december about how cute the boy was, or how after we were together again yous till loved this boy with all your heart, and held him close...while i had to grin and bare it...he got kisses i got heartache, he got hugz i got broken hearted,he got you...i got...death..even now 2 years from then, I hold the pain in my heart so close, you lefta scar that wont go away, cause you chose to betray..but now you still care for her, which means you care for him,so i wonder where i fit in...my heart is bunnyed in this hole, i guess im the bunny.bunny the world and bunny me 2,im sorry if you read this, this a horrible poem,but it gets out whats heavy on my heart...
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....pain and memmories can last forever...btw this is a true story...everything here is true
Written August 26th, 2005
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I'm not listening to her. I barely even talk to her. I'm not going to follow her to hell. I'm not yelling at you I was just really stressed out. I'm not going to betray you or anything okay. I don't care for him and I never will again I promise. I know I hurt you but this poem hurt to I won't lie to you. It really did hurt. I can promise you this you don't have to worry about that anymore. Just because I'm friends with her doesn't mean I'm going to kill myself for her. I can promise that you have my heart until the day we die. -
do you even care how much im hurt....im trying to let you make your descisions....im just so betrayed....youd listen to her decisions and follow her into hell yet when i try and help...im the one you yell at....but.. please solve whatever you have in your heart.....i dont wnat to lose...so please dont betary me....
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Awh sweetie, that is a tragic thing to have happen to you and in one of the worse cases. What I am getting though is you, a friend, and a boy. But mainly heartache, and she dated him, then you did, and she still loved him and he still loved her? And you got screwed out of the whole situation? Tell me if any of this is wrong because I want to fully understand this. Very good job on the poem and I can't wait to read more of your work.
Joey
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