Feeling that emptiness overwhelming me, again.
Thinking of the times back then,
As i look at the scars.
Looking at those imprinted memories...
Unforgivable moments,
Stupid reasonings.
Strolling down memory lane,
Remembering the person I once was.
Realizing I not only let down others,
But myself as well.
Watching the blood slowly run,
Every drop a disappointment
Of a sinful pleasurable escape.
Relaxed and put down,
Even more so now.
Another scar, another bad memory,
Another unforgivable moment, and another stupid reasoning.
How could I change like that?
Never knowing, never wondering,
Just one day, this pain reliever comes into my mind and now,
I am dark, depressed, with great memories and a great life,
But deny it without knowing.
Without thinking.
Destroying what greatness I have by adding...
Another scar, another bad memory.
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Written August 24th, 2005
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"Every drop a disappointment
Of a sinful pleasurable escape."
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hey girlie this was really good!! great job and good luck in your first contest. love ya babe!! MUAH
BC 
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great
aww damn that was deep keep it up
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