Faded memories of you
Is all I have
I never asked you
For anything
Never demanded
One thing
I was hurt by you
You turned your back on me
You refuse
To accept me
Years later
You still resent me
Why?
What have I done?
Was it so wrong
For me to have been born?
Years have come and gone
Still no acknowlegdment
To you
I don't exist
Nor did I ever
I asked for nothing
Demanded nothing
Yet...
I wished for..
I prayed for....
I hoped for...
The one thing
I never had
The one thing
Only you could give me
All I ever wanted
Was my " daddy".....
And still ,
You couldn't
Give me that
Author notes
My feelings on my father...or lack thereof.
MY HEAD'S GOING TO EXPLODE
Written August 18th, 2005
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WOW!! this is so emotional and heartfelt you did an awesome job expressing how you feel about your father... i hope everything is alright ... good luck in my contest.. and keep up the great work
Shannon*Leah -
oh this makes me soooo sad my eight year old daughter her mother has been hiding her from me for 5 years and god I pray this isnt how she feels
a sad write Bel well done though 
love and light
blaze -
This is so true to my case as well. It's really unbelieveable the amount of other people who feel like this also.
You still resent me
Why?
What have I done?
Was it so wrong
For me to have been born?
I love these questions... Unfortunately they will probably never be answered. You did a great job with this. Thanks for entering! -
Heartbreaking..
Oh god, i am seriously on the edge of crying. It puts my life way in perpesctive. Be strong honey, and keep writing, this is georgeous, i luv it, tho its horrid that your inspiration is experience.
Keep it up!
Alias x
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