I watch from afar
Such fun you seem to have
You are just out of my reach
I want to be yours
I can still see you now
My eyes closed
Dreams filled with us
Yet when i wake up
Reality comes flooding in
My mind doesn't want it
Dreams are much more satisfying
Why does reality hate me
I'm neglected from love
It has to find all but me
Shadows dance around me so lonely
I can see you now
Me,i guess i'll be alright
Your smile makes my heart melt
Every time your near
I can feel the butterflies
My heart aches for you
Yet reality knows it won't happen
Something is wrong
Was i built the wrong way
Do i have a virus or something
Who knows whats with me
Maybe I'm just to shy
I need a push from someone
Yet I'm not bold enough to say hi
Thinking of you makes me want you more
Then again it makes me realize
That i really have nothing
The thought of you and i
Is just so impossible
The hope i had died long ago
I still watch from afar.
Author notes
I pity myself too much..o well i need to get over it....i just wanted to write something..so here it is...idk...i need better inspiration...more of a vocabulary maybe...i'll write again..and then..it will be better....i hope..
Written August 13th, 2005
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The second you quit looking for love is the instant it finds you
don't worry your not built the wrong way, reality is just waiting for the right moment. Great write sis. Throw in some metaphors or similies or describing words make it a lil more colorful. Maybe that'll help you like it more. But it was a great write!!! Glad your writing again!!!
Love ya
Shattered -
great write sis i can only guess who this is about
if you want me to give you that push i will be more than happy to do it....and this poem was a way too just get your feelings out your a little rusty from lack of internet but you'll get better again
StoneColdAssassin
Will kill again
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