no name

i sit alone and constantly dwell
on how fast and slow everything fell
once so happy so quickly gone
sometimes i wounder if i'll make it to dawn
nothing left so torn and alone
to young for so much to be open and shown
my minds a mess and vision blurry
i call you quick and yell please hurry
sitting quiet in a puddle of black
love is something i'll forever lack
so many times beaten down and broken
whats left to say? nothing to be spoken
i cant descibe the way i feel
i doubt these scars will ever heal
so for now i'll do what i do best
and think of my self less and less
throwing away any chance to be happy
bite me bitch this isnt sappy
i dont expect your sympathy
this isnt a cry out or a simple plea
just a way to try understand
why i constantly push away your hand
what goes on in my head?
time to go to bed..
dreaming of things you couldnt belive
now goodbye my love it's time you leave