There are some times just when i think things are going my way. just when i think i have a chance, something or someone knocks me down. and steps on me, pushes my face in the mud, and walks back and forth over my body. how many times do i have to be told im not worthy for anything/anyone before i get the picture, before i realize that life is telling the truth, and is not just testing me? how long before i end it all? should i mesure in minutes or hours or days or months or years? how long before i come to my sences.. and reailze that im not good enough for this?
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Written January 2nd, 2003
