Ragedy Anne

Every year it's something else.
Either a bike, dinner, or a doll,
your thinking is completely false.
I want to be your lil girl after all.
Even though i do nothing lil girls do.
we'd go everywhere together,
you'd say you'd love me always
and that we'll have each other.
that's fine as long as your evil decays
into sweet smelling roses like yours.
I'm only 7 why would you do this?
i want to get into heaven, you know.
You were hurt so, you, I see mourn.
So you stopped touching me. YESS!!
Maybe there is a God watching me,
but then 4 years pass and it's the same mess.
You began to touch me again.
When will you learn that all this is a sin.
Why me? No answer from anyone at all.
I would roll over to the other edge
of the bunk bed top against the wall
so plastered against the wall at the edge.
I hear the door open and close.
so i shut my eyes tight.
You walk in the room and reach, tugging at my clothes.
It's too late, your tired, you leave.
I did it another night, free.
i knew it would help to believe.
But no the next morning you sneak in early
in the morning, you tell me
to come to your room. You want a peak.
It's the same mess all over again
And there's no hope left, just sin.