why this way?

This life is another reason to cry
I’m left alone in my mind
No one here to talk too
No one here to care
You left me here to rot
You took everything
All those I love you’s lost
Never to come back
I live in hell with out you
Its not so hot
More so cold, dark, and alone
With no room to breath
MY heart is finally skipping beats
Its not going to be ok this time
Time is slipping
Everythings getting dark
Are the pill working?
Before I left I tried to fix what happen to us
I tried to fix you
Cutting the calluses off your black heart
But you left with out a trace
And you took my wounded heart
How could you leave me like this?
My skins getting tighter as time goes by
I’m losing hope
There’s no air getting in my body
It’s my time
But why so soon
Don’t I deserve another chance?
Who calls out my name?
Can you tell me what happened?
Will anyone remember my name?
When time has washed away my ashes?
Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness?
Why does it have to be this way?
What of my eternal fate?
When my head lays in a velvet-lined casket?
All those things you should have said
All those things you couldn’t say
Will your heart sing when you hear what has happened?
Maybe this is the way its supposed to be
This is life
This is struggle
This is love……..