Dear future

Dear future boyfriend,

I am writing to you without knowing you. I have no preconcieved ideas about what you look like or where your from. I don't know your parents or the school you may or may not attend.

I am writing to you without holding back. why hold back when I have no clue who you are or when we will meet or perhaps when we met already. I don't know if you will be in my dorm at school or if I will run into you while being the DD for friends in college. I have no fears of embarassing myself here because you may never see this.

so future boyfriend of mine I would like to introduce you to what I want and what I need. I want and need to be held. In your arms I want to feel so safe like the world will melt away and you and I will be alone. I need you to know that my silence speaks louder, a lot louder, then my words. I want to be able to look in your eyes and see that you care about me like I care about you.

I want that feeling when I'm with you that you can read my mind. Perhaps you can tell what my different looks mean. You will learn that sometimes I jut need to hear your voice because it will undoubtedly provide me a sense of comfort. You will force me to make decisions but only the pointless ones not the huge ones that actually make a difference because you will know I can't do that.



your future girlfriend