stories

this morning i woke up in a completely different place.
i was once in a hectic kind of world.
everything moved so quickly it was unbearable.
so many things were put in front of me that i accepted and took in.
so many wrongs came out of it all.
everything was so fast pace....
i got lost in it all
i lost myself just as i was learning who i was.
i lost everything.
my morals, my graceful state, my friends, my family, my... everything.
i had fallen into a pit of darkness where nothing could help but the devil himself who dressed in the shin of the one i had loved.
he too had fallen.. neither of us could pull ourselves out..
one dark and beautiful day everything caught up with me.....with us..
i fell hard..we fell hard..
he was separated from me along with my heart and i was pulled away with nothing.
but this morning i woke up in a state of grace...
everything has flown back together so well.
i have found the one who will not fall into the devils hands and love me for who i am.. who can receive my mended heart.
i have gained my friends and family back.
some things will never be the same.. but now i have learned
now.. hopefully.. i am back to myself.. or something close