Waiting for what appears to be eternity
Wondering when it'll be my turn
The experience is just beyond my grasp
I can feel it
So long have I awaited my turn
So long have I dreamt of my turn
When will it arrive?
Will it be as exciting as I'm told?
Finally I hear it
The voice
The one I have so longed to hear
Calling to me
Forward I move
Following the call
Anxiously awaiting my turn
Has it finally come?
YES!
Yes it's here
With great anticipation
Springing forth so willingly
With each passing moment
My intensity grows
My body begins to tremble
As a smile breaks free from my face
Oh how I've waited
How I've longed for this moment
And now it's time
It's my turn
Here I am
Arms of steel
Securing me from harm
Holding me tightly
Everyone looking on
Filled with lustfull anticipation
Gawking at what they see
Yet the cheer as it begins
Moving slowly
Relaxing into it
Breathless
Taking it all in
The spectators roar
The climax building
Securely in these arms
I feel the butterflies inside
Rising more and more
Moving on top
A sudden gasp
As I come crashing down upon you
Oh the rush
So intense
Oh the adrenaline
So electrifying
Excited
Panting heavily
Gasping more
With each drop upon you
My entire body
Shaking uncontrolably
My heart beating
Faster and faster
Spiraling around over and over
Never slowing down
The on lookers cheer on
Their screams faint against the trembling within my body
The tenstion building
More and more
Nearly at the end
Or is it really the end?
Endorphins rushing through me
Pulsating from every vessel
Forcefully pushing my heart
My heart rate raises
It's spectacular
It's amazing
It's incredible
It's intense
My eyes closed
Not wanting it to end
The crowd yelling louder
Nearly deafening
The final moments
Slow and savoring
Sweat dripping from my brow
Intesity like I've never felt
Slowly ending
The crowd hushes
Hearing the voice I forever longed to hear
Listening and following
My knees weak
My body still shaking
Butterflies still a flutter within
Heart rate slowing
Arms releasing me
From their secure and craddling embrace
Smiling brightly
Walking away completely satisfied
Looking at the spectators
The wonderment upon their faces
Is so delightfully fullfilled within me
I had my turn as they wait for theirs
Slowly walking away
Stopping just few feet away
Looking back in awe
Wondering why I hadn't done this sooner
Oh what a rushing ride
So wild
So free
So perfect
Author notes
Written August 8th, 2005
