Six years ago, we became one
No bond found could have been tighter
Love and laughter filled our lives
My future had never been brighter
Trouble started about 4 years in
She lost her mom and then her brother
Doubts about her family began
And problems one after another
She wanted to be close to her kids
And should not have to make a choice
Between the people in her life
In whom she did rejoice
It was not to be, I’m afraid to say
She was pulled apart from guilt
She would move back there, then come home
Life became like a patchwork quilt
Each time she realized her mistake
She would call me to end her strife
Never again will I do this to you
I will become the perfect wife
We have been separate five times now
In just the past year and one half
She did it again just 2 weeks ago
I don’t know whether to cry or to laugh
I told her I would always be there for her
If she sought help then there still was a chance
The hardest thing for a sick mind to do
Is admit it and take a stance
The disruption it causes each occasion
Is more than mere words can describe
Do I stick with her through all the heartache?
I don’t which way to subscribe
According to her it is over
She is where God intends she should be
If this is the truth and it’s over
Then I pray she can live happily.
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Written August 4th, 2005
A contest entry
- I want it to end, but I don't want it to end by butterflyabyss.
350 points, ended August 12, 2005, 8 entries
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Sad and so common. I wish that things were not as they often are but you have to remain strong and make the decisions that are best for you.
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oh dear Scott this tears my heart out for you both, let her heal and in time if she is committed then she shall return but you know already in you physche class no one can love another until they love themself and she must have that shelter from her family first before she can accept the love from another [you] just remember you did nothing wrong to deserve the abandonment issue it is just something she is working through.
I applaud your love for her and willingness to tolerate the distance between the two of you to allow the healing process to begin.
much love to you both
xoxoxxo
hang in there friend
Tamara
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You have opened your soul to everyone who reads this poem, Scott. Your feelings are obvious and truthful, and your pain shows through. After five separations, it may be time to let go. Good luck and God bless you, my friend. Patricia
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I agree with the comment above. Your pain is so plainly seen in this and I hope that you are able to move on soon. Time is a great healer.
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WOW I can really feel the pain in this piece. Awesome write and good luck!
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