So I've pretended to be fine.
You can see my open smile.
But inside, I'm aching for you to be mine.
Oh, how I have been for a while.
I'll sit and let you joke,
I'll let you sit and tease.
But I want those girls to choke,
I need you to understand, please.
When I tell you I don't feel right,
Inside I'm full of envy and hate.
Because I lay in bed at night,
Thinking of the next girl that you'll date.
I want to be your only wish,
And I'm aching for the past.
I wish it didn't end like this.
I just wish your love would last.
It was my fault, and you know,
I would have changed anything for you.
I wouldn't have let my "emo side" show.
As long as I could be with you.
But as you're moving on from me,
it's like I'm stuck in a daze.
Because Jake, I wish you could see.
My love for you isn't a phase.
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Lmao.. I haven't written in so long..This is so bad.
Written August 2nd, 2005
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Lol I wrote it when Jake and I broke up.. Luckily we're back together again!
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awe thankss <3
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Hay I really like this poem. it is full of emotion and it tells jsut how you feel. and i can totally relate, as i am sure can most people. i think almost everyone has felt this way. it will get better. good work keep it up
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