I never thought it would happen.
I've gotten what I've always wanted.
I have found someone to care about me and someone to care for.
I think I'm living in a fantasy dream world.
WOW.... It really does feel like it.
I wake to feel nothing,
But the comforting thoughts of you,
The sweet voice that reminds me I'm still living,
And the warmth of your body next to mine.
How can this be real?
Has my life finally taken a better turn?
I have been given a real chance at something good.
Or am I just living in a fantasy dream world?
I wish I could tell,
But all I know for sure is that every time I smack myself I'm still here in paradise with you.
I'm still here surrounded by your love.
I love you so much that I can't breathe.
I smother myself with the thoughts of you.
I drain myself of all knowledge just being with you.
I have found a person to be with that truly makes me feel wanted.
That makes me feel alive and special.
I have found you,
Yet at times I still wonder...
Am I living in a fantasy dream world?
I sure hope not,
But even if I am...
I hope I never wake from this blissful coma.
I LOVE YOU BOBBY AND I ALWAYS WILL!!!
Author notes
This is to the person that makes me feel alive once again.
Written August 2nd, 2005
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i like this but i doesnt make no since to me if you felt this way like you say you do or did then why the fuck did you break up with him if he made you feel that way and all your worries disappear why would you want that to end??? it sounded like you had it good with bobby and yall were really meant for each other and then like right after you wrote this poem you end up breaking up with him well you had gina do it for you...you are really confusing me manna...i get my self lost everytime i try to figure out why you did it if it was that good...but what ever you decided was up to you ill stick beside you in your decisions even if i dont approve of them it was your choice...
much love manna
Alex -
im not sure whats going on between you guys but hes not to happy at this point in time and its cuz of something you said so you need to straighten shit out or your lil dream world will go down in flames.i do love you manna but fix it plz cuz bobby is my brother and i wont sit back and watch him get hurt and your my sis and the same goes with you but right now hes not hurting you your hurting him and i wont just let it happen not if i can do something bout it and o trust me i can...but yea this is a good write.i do like i really do.i love you manna
~THE UNKNOWN~ -
Really good poem sammie and im glad you and bobby r happy togather and you to r meant for each other cuz ya'll love each other and i think ya'll r good togather great write
much love 4rm
Jewell -
BEAUTIFUL
Sammie
I love this poem! You and Bobby do seem so happy together!!!!
LOVE *SISSY*


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