Firey December

I saw stars fall onto a crying humanity
I heard the hush of millions of suicides
As I felt my skin peel away as the last possession of me
No frown upon my face as my blood tinted the ground
I am a coward some may say
But they aren't brave enough to face death
And stare into his cold, shattered eyes
Begging for the eternal sleep
Screaming for solidarity
I know that is not possible now
Cries of the fallen deafen me as they sing the melancholy of the world
They feel the pain of a dying world
The death that will take us all
I felt it consume me
Now clouded with my sins
I can only plead for a salvation
That I know is not possible
Imminent death
I will leave my mark
Add another scar to the exhausted world
This is better than the life I live
Feeling all the blood drain out of me
I can never be sated in this world
I know to much and nothing at all
Sadness satisfied me for long
But the emptiness of my hollow soul was too much
My heart is drenched in mourning
For a life I never had
Cauterize my feelings
Betrayed by a pitiless life
With my last dying minuet
I only think of one thing
A shame I never got to see you smile again my love
You face is lined with unshed tears as you stare into my darkening eyes
The only one that brought me joy
But I was trapped in a rotting shell
Hold my hand love as I go under
Knowing that it's the right thing
Kiss me on my dying breath
Then follow me to the land unknown
We'll be together here
This world was never meant for us
Join me in my failing breath
As we slip from this world
Feel your heart slow and your eyes flutter one more time
Your lungs never fill again
As our simultaneous suicide takes us both.