Dear Adam,
You have hurt me in a way that no one else has in my whole life. You are a heartless bastard who cares for no one but yourself. All you wanted, all the time that we were together, was a piece of ass. I gave you sex, because I loved you, and believe it or not....(I know I don't) I still do love you. I meant everything that I said to you. You lied to me, used me, and disrespected me. You have no clue how to treat a girl. I just want to know why you'd do a horrible thing like that to me. It hurts me so much to know that you didn't really care about me, and you were just using me to get some. The worst part is that I believed every single one of your lying words. I was so happy with you, and was so devastated when you told me the truth. And I had to go ask you, because I got the feeling you were lying to me. You coward, you couldn't even tell me without me asking. Adam, you made me cry so hard. You have no clue how much my heart and soul hurts right now. The way you treated me, with all those empty words, makes me feel fat, and ugly, because you would always call me sexy, and I would always feel beautiful around you. Now I know I'm not, because all that you said was a lie. You said that you don't know why you just fucked around with me, but i think that you do know, and don't want to tell me. I think that you should tell me, because I don't think that I could hurt any worse than I already am. Oh, I heard that the only reason that you were with me, was because I have a big ass, big boobs, and a wear thongs....I hope that's not true, because that would make you even more shallow than you are. I guess I will move on to BIGGER and better things, and mind myself a real man!
~Clara~
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Written July 27th, 2005
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Oh yes, shallow is he! And definitely NOT worth your time. Though I do understand hurt and heart ache. There is an entire race out there of men like this, I have met way too many of them. (smile) but many good-hearted, tender one's too... find him girl!
Great poem, and great thoughts...
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Yeah, I'm trying to get over him!! it's not easy, but i hope to do it. thanks for your kind words!! they were sweet!!
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wow lots of emotions there. well i know how you feel i have been in a similar situation at one point in my life. Men are very cruel and unkind. An now days you gotta watch your heart because they will take it out and step all over it and then through it away. It suck men now days have no respect for a woman. Im not saying all of them but allot of them. Hope you heal.
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I'm searching for one that's not like him. I hope to find one soon. thanks for caring, and reading!!
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You Go Girl!!!
Clara, It took a lot of character to write that and share it on here. He is a FUCK and good riddance to him. Not all men are like Adam. Don't let him poison your thoughts. Bravo!!!
Joyce (sunny day)
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A very heart touching letter.
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You are much better off without a shallow asshole like that. I know it's easy to say, but I've been there and being used is not good for anyone. Guys often do that, but let me tell you that for every jerk like him, there is another one out there just waiting for a girl like you to love and respect... to treat like a queen. It really is true that you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you get the prince. It took me many years to get a good one, and I got hurt so bad along the way, but they are really doing you a favor by showing you there true colors so that you can loose them for good... cuz a better one will come along and treat you the way you should be. To hell with this guy... you deserve better!
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Thanx for entering into my contest Clara. I admire your guts for sharing your heart with us readers. Adam is noting but a shallow c**t. I can't stand guys like that but I guess the truth is, you get that everywhere. I don't know how Adam can get up every morning knowing what emotional damage he caused you. How long were you guys together for anyways? -
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you go girl! fuck adam (not literally) and get yourself a true man! you will find one ~amy~
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