What happens to you when the person you care about most leaves you?
Do you stay locked up in your dark room crying for all time?
Or do you get over it the within a long distance?
I've never really thought about it until it started to happen to me...
If you leave I'll lock myself in my room and cry away the days.
If you leave I think I may just kill myself or be killed.
If you leave I'll have no one to confide myself in.
I don't want you to leave nor do I want you to live without your wanted child.
I love you so much,
You're the only person I could ever tell anything to.
I trusted you with all my soul.
You were like my mother that was always there.
You raised me,
You took care of me when no one else would,
You helped heal my wounds where mom left them.
How could you just leave without considering who you are leaving behind.
Wait... I can't get upset,
It's not your fault.
I understand that the birth of your child is more important than the life you have already lived.
I just hope you make a wise decision before you actually make up your mind.
I just want you to know that I will miss you,
I will always love you,
And you are always in my heart.
To Jacindra, my sister who may be leaving this world for her child.
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I hope you who read this can understand the situation tha tI am going through and the problem that I am facing. If you don't im sorry for that, but I hope you'll soon understand it.
Written July 22nd, 2005
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I know exactly what you are going through,when my sis had the twins they told her to decide if she wanted to sacrifice them or herself,she had some kind of sickness type thing when she started to go into labor.They told her that her or the kids may die,she told them if it came down to it then to take her,my mom called me and let me talk to her before they started to induce labor,it still makes me cry to think about it.But the labor went okay and they were able to save all three of them.I wrote a poem about them,"Twin miracles".But i hope things work out for you and remember whatever she dicides they both will always be with you forever.I love you sammy.
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I'm speechless...Well written. You obviously put your heart into this poem. Not many things trigger my emotions, but this one did baby. I'm sorry that you have to go through something like this and I'll always wish the best for you in this life. Things will get better. I love you. -B- -
aww hun i no its hard but you will get through it with the help of your friends im here always.and you no that.but i understand what your talking bout.well hope to see you soon!! love you hun i really do!!!
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