Too long have I waited,
To tell you how I really feel.
I know these feelings are real,
And not just my imagination.
I thought the feelings died,
But every time I see you,
Or hear your voice or name,
I fell like breaking down and crying.
I know in reality,
We will never be,
But in my dreams,
You are always there.
There to hold me.
There to kiss me.
There to make me happy,
And always there to love me.
I see the look in your eyes,
When you see me.
It's almost like I hear your thoughts, too.
The eyes are the door to the soul.
Very few know how to open that door.
I happen to be one of them,
That can.
Your soul is a pure one,
It's an easy to read one.
It tells me,
You want to be with me.
It also tells me,
That you think a man loving another man,
Is wrong.
Don't you think you're being hypocritical?
You've loved other men before,
But you never acted on that love.
I know you love me,
And now is your time to act.
Before long I'm leaving,
For a better life.
After that,
I'm going to California,
To be with another man,
But if you act on the feelings,
You have for me,
I will come back here.
You are welcome to join me in Cali.,
But if I go there,
I'm going for Roby.
If I go to Cali,
You'll never have a chance with me.
I'll never be yours.
I love you,
And I hope,
That some time,
Whether it be now,
Or the next time you see me.
If it's before I go to Cali,
Please don't be afraid to tell me.
Don't hesitate to e-mail me.
Don't hesitate to write me.
And most importantly of all,
DO NOT HESITATE TO LOVE ME!!!!
Author notes
Dedicated to Blake. Though, he'll never see it because I am too afraid to give him this name. I think he knows my other names on here, but I don't want him to know this one.
Update: I have decided not to go to California. Me and Roby are no longer together. I'm gonna see about going to somewhere else, but I still don't know if I want to show Blake this or not....
Written July 21st, 2005
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Thank you. I will keep in mind that you are there if I need someone to talk to and I can't find anyone else that will listen to me without turning it into their own ranting session.
Jack Li
Edited on Sep 24, 2:10 p.m. because 'forgot my signature.'. -
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Awwww....how sweet...I'm sorry for your trouble, and remember, you don't stand alone! I'm there for you if you want to talk. Great write by the way! <3 -
OH MY *COVERS ARISTOCRATIC MOUTH WITH HAND GLOVED IN WHITE*
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