Goodbye all

GOODBYE ALL.

I want to say goodbye to all people at AllPoetry. Tomorrow I go home. It is all arranged. And so I think it will not be easy have access to internet where I plan to go and end up. (It is a small village other side the Ural Mountains! Hope it works out! I’ll be welder again, but not building ships.) And so maybe I won’t be writing more poems here. I leav page, but I think it will disappear eventual because I will not be able to log on and update.

I want to say I enjoyed very much. Thank you for all who read and commented. I felt like I made some friends. And now must leave them. Sad! But is best I go.

Some specific thankyou follows. I hope nobody left out. If so, did not mean.

There are some friends who helped and tidy and edit and correct writing before I post. Thank you all those friends. But you can see now from this writing not one of them here now to help me. (Also made worse because I have had some vodka to waerm me up.)

To those who add me to your favourites: It was privilege. I was most complimrented.

Robin (montez):  Good luck, my friend. Thank you for all comments and complimrents on writing. Thank you for offers of helping. I hope your racehorse beats lots of other horses and wins you much money. Keep up good work finding house for rusky refugees to live.

Dominik (aquafina rain): Good luck, my young friend. Don’t worry so much. Take life more calm. You know what I mean. Relax.

Mr Vertigo: I just love that weird thing there is link to on your author page  www.rathergood.com/gaybar/. I went often to look at him.

creatine: thank you for points you spend promoting some of my poems. thank you for telling me about contests.

funny girl: Thank you for complimrent comparing me to Kaminer. That is truly complimrent. Kaminer is great writer. I hope things go well for you. What happened in your country was terrible. Must have been terrible to live through. I hope you find happiness where settled now.

oneluckygirl :  Thank you for reading mine and comments.

Also, DarkFenixBoi, and UrbanDweller. Thank you for reading mine and comments.

Thank you to those who hold contests where I win something: Also was an honor. So thank you wbiro, WolfBard, Aspirin Lullaby.

There some others who have special place in my heart.

BloodtippedWings you will soon be at Case Western University then free to grow hair and do braids. I told you not to. I still say so. You very nice looking boy. Pity we couldn’t meet in the flesh you and me. Also, don’t go spoil it with tattoos or piercing. I hope you do well in studies. You should see that the Indiana and Ohio guys in the group get together and meet. I tried to get them to organise weekend get-together, but you and others needed to do the ground work. I couldn’t do alone. I was thousands miles away. You should meet the others. There some boys there in that group need some much help and leading and guiding. It really is no fuss being gay. Absolutly not!!!! Not in 2005. Like I said in some of my poems. They need to know that. I have proved that. Not for one moment from time when I first realized what aroused me and attracted me did I feel guilty about it. I got on with it. I got on with being what I am and what God made me and got on with rest of life. I didn’t worry once. That’s what all gay boys and men should do. Find each other and get on with life. If you agonise and wonder and go on about it you make problems that were not there before.

Also Cupid:  I liked your spirit. Wish we could have met. I would have been happy give you that something velvet pink or black you spoken of. I had feeling you and I would click very nice. Pity we can’t meet.

Also Springheel, you fucking lunatic. You once called me greedy faggot. (But that was in joking, so no need forgive you.) I said from beginning I can’t really grasp your kind of stories. But I read them all for some reason. That story “The Supervisor (contest remix)” got me mad (not your fault) for other reasons which I explained in long comment. Anyway, I hope you stay on rails. Keep well. Stay away from drugs.

I hope nobody forgotten.

Anyway, do not worry about me. I will be safe. I think there are quite number of saints and martyrs that like me very very much. There must be. After all, look at all the other nonsense I survived!

Keep writing.  God bless you all.

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