love abuse

I went to this party and had some vodka,
it was fun and a cutie asked me to dance,
soon it felt like pure
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i went to his house and had some beer,
I wanted love but he wanted to make it,
he said I'll go out wth you if you let me,
I thought I could be in love so I did it you see,
I dont what happend after that untill I woke up in the morning at my home,
too drunk to remember what happened last night,
a couple days later I just didnt feel
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soon I found out I had AIDS,
and i was pregnent,
I was still with him but all he wanted was sex for love,
I told him my delema and he said fuck me it was over,
i told him to go to hell,
now im at home writing my tale,
ready to jump over the balcony rale