Yea, I think about you
But who wouldn’t?
You were my first real kiss
The first guy I ever snuck over
The first guy I was “happy” with.
Yea, seeing you in the halls is difficult
And having to look in your eyes hurts
But not as bad as the hurt i went through.
Sure, I could’ve gotten over you faster
If I wanted to
But there was a sort of enjoyment I got in my pity
The worse I felt, the better I felt
As stupid as that sounds.
Yea, I rebounded and found a different guy
But he was there for me
A friend to talk to
He listened to me talk about you for hours on the phone
He actually called me to see how i was
And he acknowledged my existence in the halls
It was amazing.
Yea, getting over you was hard
But I guess breaking up with a couple of friends
And becoming friends with better people,
Made it easier to forget you and what you did to me.
I don’t hate you. I really don’t.
But I don’t love you either.
You’re just one of those guys that I’ll remember.
Not as a first love, but something close to that.
Author notes
Uhmmm, yea. This is about me realizing that I've finally moved on from Erik. And it's a really nice feeling, so I quick typed this up.
Written July 14th, 2005
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wow i loved it yeah i know how u feell when i was reading this it sounded like i wrote it because it sounds so much like me and my boyfriend now! we were datein in 5th through the beginng of 7th then broke up because of some dumb reason i felt the same way lookin at him in the halls! it hurt i found someone new but he wasnt for me my ex. was! so at the end of the year me and my ex. got back together and now i found out thats he's movin and that hurts me more!
gr8t write!
~~nicki -
whoo!
wow, this reminds me of matt, my first proper boyfriend. getting over him was hard beacause we had such good times together but now i have moved on. this poem shows exacly how i felt. well done! i love it! meg xXx -
You never forget someone you share a first with. I know I haven't
Even though I wish I could at times lol. Beautiful poem honey. Good to see something from you
~Jessica -
It's always a nice feeling when you finally get over someone...it took almost a year with my last bf and now I never even think about him anymore.


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