Accept (continued....)

I've had this discussion with you before,
You still don't seem to understand.
My religion is my choice.
You can't force me to believe something that I don't.
I believe that "Christ" died on the cross for all the wrong reasons.
He had his chance to live his own full life,
He chose not to....
Don't try to force the religion upon me when I don't believe in it.
I think that your reasoning for the pressure is bullshit.
My friends don't push me into believing in Wicca.
They don't influence me to do the things that I do.
I make my own decisions on my own terms.
Can't you understand that stopping me from seeing them is only going to make me more rebellious.
I want to have an actual mother-daughter relationship with you,
But you are only pushing me on the edge.
I have been tempted to kill myself more than once because of your bullshit.
I don't know why I haven't.
You tell me that if I don't straighten up, I'll have to go live with my father.
Well, I'd rather live anywhere then with you.
I need to have a life of my own and you don't seem to comprehend that.
I try to explain it, but we seem to always end up in arguments.
I'm through with trying to tell you.
Either you accept it or you will never see me again.