Without You

You've corrupted my mind almost as much as you've corrupted my heart.
My every thought connects to you, and it's killing me.
Please, don't be the final straw that breaks my back;
After all, you've already shattered my heart,
The pieces cutting deeper than any blade ever could.
These nights encompass me with their silence, their loneliness,
And soon I'm left with nothing but memories of you.
Time is of the essence, yes, but it's not the root of our evils.
The seconds are wasting away, and still the distance between us grows.
Could we ever bridge this gap, even if we tried?
Or is it already too late?
I've changed, and yet, I'm still not the one you want or need.
I wish I had the courage to end it all,
Because trying to live without you is just too damn tiring.
I'm just jealous 'cause you're young and have fallen out of love.
And though soon you'll be left wondering where I've gone,
I'll be left wondering where I am without you, my only one.