Death Came Again

Confort me, guide me this time, let me, if I fall behind.  Don't turn back, don't turn away, look at where im at, look at where I'll stay.  Abuse was all, you ever knew, the devils call, and the pain I've been through.

So you're askin all these questions now, yet I'm slient, and nowhere to be found.  But look again, I'm infront of you, if you look within, at the things you do.  One by one, you throw questions at me, I'll wait until you're done, to ask why you chose to leave.

I'm not goin to claim you I never will, you walked away, when it didn't seem real.  Look I lost a sister because there she died, and because of you, I never cried. So don't ask me if I'll ever change, the answer is "no", for all of the pain.

You grab my wrist, and you stand and stare, "why did you do this", and I said "why do you care?"  So let a tear, fall down you're face, it'll be your worse fear, once I'm in a better place. So then you ask me, "do you know who I am?",I say" yes you see, you made my life a scam."

And when I get the chance don't come to my grave, tho it's not the talk of suicide, that made me want to go away.  Things are still hidden from me, so now I want to know the truth, or you can just watch me continue to bleed.

You asked me if I wanted to die, I stay silent, while you sit there and cry.  You find the blades hidden under my bed, with the blood stains there, from the tears I've bled.

Anymore questions you want to ask me now, I didn't think so, yet you didn't make a sound.  There is nothing else I want to know from you, so go away, and get out of my room.

Confort me, guide me this time, let me, if I fall behind.  Don't turn back, don't turn away, look at where im at, look at where I'll stay.  Abuse was all, you ever knew, the devils call, and the pain I've been through.

Look at me now, mother look at where I'm at, I'm buried in the ground, and I won't be comming back.