Just swallow the pill and think of me no longer
Aren’t you tired of me using you over and over?
I never meant to hurt you but everything happens for a reason
Metomophasize me and change me to a different being
I'm tired of who I am and who I became
Someone is changing and it isn’t you
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
Sucking in everyones life and its tearing me apart
A monster is growing in me
Killing me
I held you for a second
And our love died in my arms
Everything is slipping into darkness
And I'm utterly alone
No one here to hold me
No one cares
I live now only in internal darkness
I wince at the light
I hate the light
Everything is dark
Alone in this world I care about nothing
Because I am nothing
I'm worth nothing
The idea of eternity becomes momentarily unbearable
Living and feeding in the shadows
With only your own company to keep
Rots into solitary hollow existence
Immortality seems like a good idea
Until you realize your going to be spending it alone
I try to sleep
Hoping that the sounds of the passing eras would fade out
And a sort of death will happen
But that’s just a fantasy that will never happen
Alone I am now
And I alone I will always be
Nothing will change
Because something has changed in me
Author notes
I just like it because i put myself in the shoes of some of the characters i read in the Anne Rice vampire characters like Lestat and Some of it describes how i feel as well
Written July 8th, 2005
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not guilty
This is different, I've never read anything quite like it, it almost takes me into this persons head and lets me know what lurks around in the inner caves of their mind. Excellent -
no i didnt i was just in the mood to put myself in my favorite character from my favorite book and movie shoes and it just kinda spilled out like asif i was feeling that way!!
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How sad. I think I'm going to go to my room and cry. This poem shows a lot of emotion, and I like that. I hope you don't really feel that way though. :-)
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good job
this poem was a great read!! I got right into it and the details were vivid! great job!! keep up the good work!! Keep on writing and i'll keep reading!! -
Wonderful job, I loved it, I thought it was great, excellent job.
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