i dont know what to call this

floating through the air
i cant believe its real
im feeling things now
that i never thought i could feel
i whispered in your ear "i love you"
you screamed "i hate you" and shut the door
you took advantage of me when vulnerable
you made me feel like a whore
you made me feel so breathless
after our first real kiss
when you left i felt so broken
and now its you i miss
it was a twisted love
you only wanted me for a while
i wouldnt go all the way with you
so you said the words like i was a child
theres a thin line between love and hate
but you make it seem so clear
you bring my hopes up just to let them fall
and i keep hoping for the words ill never hear
our bond started fading away
and then you were never there
for a while i wished it was different
but now i just dont care
whats love if theres no sacrifice
lifes fake if nothings real
whats a drama queen without emotions
what hurts if you cant feel

















yet again cant figure out how to finish this...