Can't go home again

Its been said you can't go home again
I can see this to be true
I tried and failed

This place is not a home
Its just a shelter from the rain
and food when I need it

But its not a home
In a home I feel love
here its not love I feel

I'm not treated like a member
of the family but rather a guest
"Its only temporary" they said

So where is my family
they do not live here
I do not belong here

Where do I belong?
I know someday that place will be Heaven
But what about now?

I could walk out and they wouldn't blink
they wouldn't say "Stop and think"
They'd just say "Goodbye"

So where do I fit in?
Where do I belong?
Where is my home?

Cause its not where I left it
Its not what I came back too
So I guess it is true

You can't go home again